When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find
'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not
And who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Still looking up.
I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
Y O U T U B E L O V E
I WONT GIVE UP
P R O F I L E
Muhammad Farzedi Affendi
Hi! I'm Farzedi. People randomly call me Pat and some of them still go for Adi. But either one is okay. I'm just a normal human born complete with 46 Chromosomes on 28 September since last 17 years. Since I'm a normal human, so I did all activities that normal human do, every single day. I love musical instruments, and the one i love most is Guitar, cant live without playing one song each day but, one thing, I CANT SING. Yeah, I do play Basketball and loving it dearly. Scout, being one of them since last 7 years. Once a scout, forever a scout. ZODIEX COMMUNITY! Love Peace and Unity.
So have a nice rythm in your life, sing them with colourful colours.
Twitter? @FarzediAffendi
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11:48 PM - Monday, May 31, 2010
dear diary, i'm just a hoopers. but i wonder will she accept me?
today is a tiring day but surely FUN! :) what did i do? my friends gather at my place to study. but when i wondered, i think it more too fun. =..=". playing guitar, final fantasy, facebook-ing, YM-ing. but dont worry! we do study for history and math. we did history's exercise and we got A! :) well, theres four peeps doing one single exercise thats why. the twins, comat, aan, anaz, mank, naim, apieq and hafiz went to my place.
well we did some cooking too! :D egg fried rice haha. naim's idea. alhamdullilah with anaz and naim's cooking skill the food is totally fine and tasty. haha. the first idea was we will have our lunch at the KFC. but why should we spend money while there are foods to eat?
naim and anaz in the kitchen :)
yellowish fried rice. yum! :)
we did some exercise on score A for math and history. aan helps us much on history while anaz and naim rock the math's exercise. but well that math's exercise didnt finish.
i love photography. even tho i dont have any cameras at home. just using my mum's sony errisson's 3.2megapixel camera. huhu. i hope i can buy this kind of camera
yea! this look alike camera
i dont know much about cameras but i sure love photography. yea, being a photographer is so much fun. well i know that i will not be in picture much. i care about memory more than myself in the pic. the time of peeps' smile on camera. aww. its is a good memory to save in our brain. i wonder will i have a camera? btw, i got some photo to share :D
take one
take two
take three
why sunset? i love sunset because of their redish orange. they're super duper beautiful! you should start loving them too. and i hope i can get a rainbow's pic soon :)
Dakara ima ai ni yuku
So kimetanda
Poketto no kono kyoku wo
kimi ni kikasetai
Sotto boryu-mu wo agete
Tashikamete mitayo
Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawaru ki ga suru
Kinou made ni So Long
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la love with you
Katahou no earphone wo
Kimi ni watasu
Yukkuri to nagare komu
Kono shunkan
Umaku aisete imasu ka?
Tama ni mayou kedo
Oh Good-bye Days
Ima, kawari hajimeta
Mune no oku
All Right
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
La la la la love with you
Dekireba kanashii
Omoi nante shitaku nai
Demo yattekuru deshou, oh
Sono toki egao de
"Yeah, Hello My Friend" nante sa
Ieta nara ii noni
Onaji uta wo
Kuchizusamu toki
Soba ni ite I Wish
Kakko yokunai
Yasashisa ni aeta yokatta yo
La la la la good-bye days
TRANSLATION
So now, I’m going to meet you
that’s what I’ve decided
this song in my pocket
I want you to hear it
softly raising the volume
I’ve already tried and made sure
oh Good-bye days, now
there’s a feeling of change
up until yesterday, so long
because there’s an uncool kindness beside me
~with you
I hand the other earphone to you
it flows slowly
this moment
are you loving well?
even though you lose your way sometimes
oh Good-bye days, now
the heart that started to change, alright
because there’s an uncool kindness beside me
~with you
if possible, I’d want to
not think any sad thoughts
but you’ll show up, right?
that time, with a smile
even if you could say something like,
“Yeah hello!! my friend”
that’d be nice
when we’re humming the same song
be next to me, I wish
I’m glad I met
an uncool kindness
Opening with a simple piano that sounds like a sinister musicbox, guitars and drums pound in together that mirror the initial musicbox melody. The drum fills are intensely furious and mirror the classic style of The Rev, machine-gun styled and militaristic. Epic lead-guitar leads soar across the track before M Shadows wails “Nightmare!” and chugging rhythm tracks take over.
The verse kicks in trademark Avenged fashion. Shadows vocals punctuated under a killer riff in similar style to that of Critical Acclaim. Punchy, anthemic and ready for war. The Twitter message last week (“Dragged ya down below, Down to the Devil’s show To be his guest forever… (Peace of mind is less than never)) provides the first lyrics to the track. The verses are classic Avenged but have the power of Black-album era Metallica and the swagger of early GNR. Massively impressive.
The 30-second clip that has been doing the rounds on YouTube is the chorus of the track. Uplifting and instantly memorable, it’s easy to see why ‘Nightmare’ serves as the first single on the album.Something that becomes apparent throughout the track is that Dream Theater’s Mike Portnoy has done an incredible job of replicating The Rev’s drumming style. It has always been such an essential part of the A7X sound and Portnoy has it down to a tee, throwing in unconventional rhythms but remaining solid at all times.
Following the second chorus, a hearty Shadows laugh is followed by a change in pace and the first blazing guitar work from Synyster Gates. The rhythm tracks thuds away as Gates unleashes a lead-line that could strip the paint off the walls of the room you’re sat in. The fuel-injection quickly kicks in underneath Gates’ wailing solo. If you’re an Avenged fan, this will blow your brains out of your ears.
The solo ends with a confrontational call-and-answer vocal line from Shadows. What impresses is that, there’s so much going on within the track and all things impact like a punch to the bridge of the nose.
‘Nightmare’ is an Avenged Sevenfold classic in-waiting. The hard-rock meets metal hybrid that Avenged have perfected over the years is on the top of it’s game. If this doesn’t have you salivating over the release of A7X’s upcoming album this summer, there’s almost no hope for you.
NEW YORK (Reuters) – Atlanta Hawks owner Michael Gearon became the latest person to be fined by the National Basketball Association for comments about LeBron James that violated the league's anti-tampering rules.
Gearon was fined $25,000 for comments he made to an Atlanta newspaper about James, who is under contract with the Cleveland Cavaliers but due to become a free agent on July 1, the league said in a statement on Thursday.
NBA rules do not permit teams to talk about other teams' players until free agency begins. In his comments to the Atlanta Journal-Constitution,
"If somebody came to us tomorrow and said you can have LeBron for max money and it puts you in the luxury tax, I'd do it in a heartbeat."
- Gearon
Dallas Mavericks owner Mark Cuban was fined $100,000 and Phoenix Suns president Steve Kerr $10,000 for comments they made about James, the two-time league MVP.
yes! that is the first impression my mum gave when she received that report card.
mum : teacher, may i know how is his attitude?
teacher : well he is okay, but with his friends his attitude really drop!
*mum gimme a scary stare*
f*cking bad result
i'm hoping for a total marks of 700+ for my next test. so i need to at least score 70+ for all of my subject. that a tough mission for me. theres nothing impossible so lemme give my best shot! bang bang! :) btw i'm saved from that BOOM! btw we went for the drive thru for the second time! xD!
"i'm going to make my parent proud. and get my mother to be the happiest mother!"
Kau takkan percaya apa yang ku dengar
Khabarnya kau dah kecewa
Dengan diri ku yang tak luangkan masa
Masa bercengkerama bersama mu
Chorus :
Oh kasih kau perlu tahu
Tiada yang penting selain cinta mu oh sayang
Tiada yang ku sanjung hanya dirimu seorang
Berikan aku peluang
Untuk buktikan padamu oh oh...
Kau VIP dihatiku
Mungkin ku tak arif memahamkan cinta
Ku sangka kau bisa faham
Ku sedar cara ku tidak cukup mesra
Masa bercengkerama bersama mu
Oh kasih kau perlu tahu
Tiada yang penting selain cinta mu oh sayang
Tiada yang ku sanjung hanya diri mu seorang
Berikan aku peluang
Untuk buktikan padamu
Kau VIP dihatiku 2x
Walau tidak bersama engkau selalu di hatiku 3x
Kasih kau perlu tahu
Tiada yang penting selain cinta mu oh sayang
Tiada yang ku sanjung hanya diri mu seorang
Berikan aku peluang
Untuk buktikan padamu
Kau VIP dihatiku 2x
tomorrow is the day where almost a quarter or half of tunazians will try to avoid. yea! that is the day where we called as 'hari muafakat' or 'Bombastic Boom Day'. why do i use that nickname for that day? for school yes it is a 'muafakat' or in the english is a arrangment that being agreed by people.
people = parent and teacher
thats the day where parent agreed to discuss about their kid's performance in school. attitude, studies and sports all being discuss in one day. and the boom! will occur when the teachers say out bad deeds that the students did in school. there goes an exploding parrent. well we cant blaim teachers and parent. the one who we need to blaim is ourself because we're the one who do the bad deeds and the one who become the victim to hear is the parent. a teacher will not say bad things about us if we're a super duper kind and good.
yes! my heart melt. why? i met with her about 5 times or more! :) yeay! i'm hoping that is a good sign hehe. well i also meet with 'her' couple time. not the girl who i admire. another girl meh. well, i cant avoid that isnt it? the one that matter is i met my dream girl about 8 times i think. that the one who matter most! since the day i started admiring and loving her, i started to put an additional pray in my solat and my pray.
"ya ALLAH, gimme a hope to show my love to ________ "
yes! i did that. before this i only pray for my parents, studies, health, wealth and the most important thing is hereafter. now i added that pray in my solat. i hope for a better things to happen in my love life. but i'm not 100% hoping. ALLAH decide everything, we're only planning. the only thing i can do is.
"yes! i'm going there. hell yea! i'm gonna try that drive thru. and i'm gonna eat there everyday!"
xD! yes i'm a KFC fan. so what? if u're the mc'd fan. so dont bother me. i'm the one who love KFC more than mc'd :) i know that KFC doesnt have any mcflurry or big mc like that mc'd. who care? KFC still a KFC. theres a big diff! yes i'm a kfc freak. so? :)
More than 2.7 million people logged onto the video game "Halo: Reach," the upcoming prequel to the first-person shooter trilogy starring supersoldier Master Chief, developer Bungie Studios announced Monday.
Players collectively logged more than 16 million hours and more than 1.1 billion virtual kills during the 18-day public beta test of the game's multiplayer mode, Bungie said in a statement, adding the game will be launched worldwide on Sept. 14 — except in Japan, where it will debut a day later.
"It's exceeded our expectations,"
- Bungie Studios community director Brian Jarrard.
"Our only real perspective going into this was the 'Halo 3' beta test, which had about 800,000 people. We knew there were a couple million copies of 'ODST' out there, but we really didn't have any specific information that let us know what the population might be like."
Xbox 360 users who bought last year's "Halo" spin-off, "Halo 3: ODST," were provided access to the beta test, which ran from May 3 to May 20. The gamemakers will use information recorded during the online test to fix glitches, tweak settings and balance the overall fairness of the game's multiplayer mode, which pits blaster-wielding soldiers against each other.
"There really is tons of analytical data that we need to derive from the beta test with regard to the network and back-end systems,"
said "Halo: Reach" creative director Marcus Lehto. "We needed our fans to provide feedback. We needed a very large audience to hammer on this game, which allows us to use the data that really helps shape the final product."
Unlike previous "Halo" games, "Reach" bestows players with rechargeable powers, such as superspeed, flight and invisibility. The designers also added several new types of online gameplay, including an objective-based edition called "Invasion" that tasks teams of players with advancing through an environment besides just shooting each other in the head.
"We always want to give our fanbase something new and fresh," said Lehto. "We definitely wanted to give them something new to sink their teeth into with 'Reach,' and maybe even grow our audience bigger than we're typically used to seeing. I think we did that with 'Invasion.' Sure, there's a few more rules to learn, but at its core, it's still a 'Halo' game."
When it's released this fall, the latest "Halo" title will be gunning for the top first-week sales spot once owned by "Halo 3" in 2007 with more than $300 million in sales. "Halo 3" was later shot down by "Grand Theft Auto IV" in 2008 with more than $500 million in sales than "Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2" in 2009 with more than $550 million in sales.
"This is the most pressure we've ever been under," said Lehto. "This is the biggest 'Halo' title we've ever made, and we're worried there's 'Halo' fatigue out there. That's why we set out to add new twists, and we're happy to see people enjoy it, but it was a huge risk for us to release what's essentially a work in progress to almost 3 million people."
"Halo: Reach" is slated to be the last "Halo" game developed by Bungie Studios, which recently signed an exclusive 10-year deal with Activision Blizzard Inc. to publish and distribute a series of games for various platforms based on a new action game universe. The deal marks Bungie Studios' first such partnership since breaking off from Microsoft in 2007.
"It's absolutely bittersweet,"
- Lehto.
"We created this. I was there on day one in 1997 back when it was just three of us working on what ultimately became 'Halo.' Now, we have the largest team we've ever had on a 'Halo' game. We're having fun, but closing this series out as the leader of this project, I will definitely be sad when it's all over."
yes, i'm having a fantastic awesome day today. well, my result suck! manage to get number 24 out of 25 with 8B 1C 1E grade. suck isnt it? damn. i'm hoping for a better result next pra-pmr. aiming 70+ on every subject. this holiday i hope my hope to study with my friends will work out. there are 9 subject to work on and 2 assignment to do. yes, i will success! 9A is my dream and 9A is my target.
then, i received a bad news. well, i'm not sure about the news, either is right or wrong. its about a girl who i admire. they said she got 'histeria' ouch! that really make me worry. damn. but i think i saw her in the class with a good looking and no sign like her having 'histeria' before. maybe. well, human can hide their emotion but only ALLAH know what happen inside. i really hope that she is ok right now.
then we continue planning. what did we plan? we're planing what should we do on the holiday. yes, study come first but without fun? hell to holiday without fun. funny plan. to stay at merdeka palace's lobby? haha. to order 'cucor rodey' at dunkin donut? to order a 60cent tea on Starbuck? haha. lastly, the choice choosed is to study and have fun at my house. having KFC. yes that the plan.
do u know that we're having a debate? me and aan as a team versus naim! haha :) subject? the subject is "YOU ARE THE ONE WHO EMO!" a good topic isnt it? xD! we got some minor topic that is "YOU ARE JIWANG!" :P. i wonder who's the winner? *bell rang* we head to school's canteen to have some oky oky [a drink with some jelly inside] spent about rm1 for 1 oky oky. haha. then anaz, aan and me head to the basketball court.
on the way home, i asked my mother to try out the drive thru on KFC. yes! this is my first time trying that drive thru. i doesnt know that the drive thru can be fun. haha! we ordered the 'chicken rice combo' and 'wedges'.
p/s : sorry if the post too long. i'm having fun writing. xD!
Adapted from Mark Millar's hyper-violent comic book of the same name, director Matthew Vaughn's (Layer Cake) vigilante superhero film tells the tale of an average New York teenager who decides to don a costume and fight crime. Comic book geek Dave Lizewski (Aaron Johnson) may not have good coordination or special powers, but that doesn't mean he isn't a fully capable crime fighter. After purchasing a flashy wet suit on the Internet, Dave starts busting up baddies with nothing but brute force. He calls himself Kick-Ass, and he can take a beating as good as he can dish one out. Before long, Kick-Ass has become a local sensation, and others are following his lead. Big Daddy (Nicolas Cage) and Hit-Girl (Chloe Moretz) are a father-daughter crime-fighting duo who have set their sights on local mob heavy Frank D'Amico (Mark Strong). They're doing a decent job of dismantling Frank's sizable underworld empire when Kick-Ass gets drawn into the fray. But Frank's men play rough, and his son, Chris (Christopher Mintz-Plasse), is about to become Kick-Ass' very first arch nemesis. When Chris assumes the persona of Red Mist, the stage is set for a superhero showdown that could spell the end of Kick-Ass once and for all.
theres nothing much. tv, chatting, wtw, anime, guitar. some common stuff that a teenagers will do on a break. yea, i'm starting to become the blog freak again. changed alot on my blog tho. music, colours etc. ouch. sometimes holiday can be boring. i got no ideas to make pic and edit pic due to this boringdom. haha.
Tsuna is a hapless youth with low test scores and lower self esteem. His mother hires a tutor to help Tsuna out, but it comes as a surprise to the both of them when the tutor is a baby named Reborn, claiming to be from the Mafia. Reborn informs Tsuna that he's the next heir to the Vongola family mafia family and tries to help Tsuna reach the goal. Reborn possesses the Dying Will bullet, which kills a person and brings them back to life to fulfill the last regret they had, and even works to get Tsuna some henchmen to make him a true mafia boss-in-training.
woah! do you know what did happen to me today? yea! ik that u dont know. haha. today i went for a basketball practice + friendly match with some other schoolmates, ex-schoolmates and some other guy. Today occur an unbeliaveable scene where i did four3-Pointer in a row! wow! and do u know what did i said before making that shots? "***a*** ***i* binti *******e" well, i didnt say it out loud. who is her? urm. the one who i admire most :D, and i did a very far away shot and it goes in CLEAN!
a one on one versus Apidz Asri. i won because of my shoot. thanks for my shoot for helping me out. i won 5-2. me beat Apidz Asri. thats why i said this is my day :) i hope this luck will last forever. thanks to Allah. i got a mission where i do not know my admire's status. either she is single or taken. either she know me or not. all sort of things in my head is really really about her.
me and my family went to my dad's village at Kampung Pasir Pandak, Kuching, Srawak. What did i do there? meh, i spend my time reading tho. i got exam tom :( well i manage to use my uncle's motorcycle and go for a sight-seeing. hehe. theres alot to see tho. beaches, villagers, chickens etc.
after that we went to masja, meh my dad want to use his atm card and go take some money to buy some household for my grandfather and my auntie. masja is a blacklisted place. alot of bikers go there to hangout. so if u can see theres many peeps there and there also peeps playing remote control boats. its fun to see how peeps hang out like that but there also alot of undescribeable peeps.
then, we went to grocery shop to buy some household things and went back to the village to send the bought households. on our way back, we saw a very fantastic view at the beach. do u know what did i saw? a really nice sunset. the colour of orange, the sky, the seas. yeah we did took some picture but i cant share now its on my mum's phone because her phone got better megapixel. then we went straight home.
didnt manage to post everything that happen recently, currently on exam tho. so maybe i'm going a hard time to update my blog. sure i will come back with some new stories. but well theres maybe some stories i cant share. meh personal is still personal isnt it? i learned that from a miserable time occured in my life. so what ur all up to? meh share some of ur good news. i'm in the mood to hear the good news. meh please do not share bad stories. thats F. haha.
u just need to be quiet and think about ur problem. think the bad and the good. insyaALLAH you will come up with an idea. please think about the pros and cons. its really matter. because once u did it will change ur future. see? i got alot of miserable time this year. so i dont want u to be in my shoes. so hear me well and think before action took place.
mother's day ends last 1 hour and 48 minutes but dont worry a single day will not enough for u to say thanks and do everything to express your love to your mum. it will take years to repay ur mum's hardwork. so here i got one more advice. love what you have now and dont cry if they're gone. be an "anak solehah" and ur mum will be doing great hereafter because ur the only who can help her.
yeah! we're gonna win tomorrow. we're gonna bring back our victory against the kolej. kolej's ace? nah thats not a big problem. his abilities is he's own weakness. but i wonder why my accuracy decreasing? my shoot keep on airball. why!? meh, i'm gonna play and trying to play as good as i can. i know its just a friendly match but for us it is our mission! a mission to bring back victory! aiming for 10 points. thats me. lemme see, if i'm lack with 1 score, i think i'm gonna go for 3 push up. so if didnt make up 10 points, i'm gonna do 30 push up! O.o! fu*k xD!
damn, i got no idea. what should i write about? i'm gonna talk about my life's story later meh. now i'm blank. i think some of my brain's cells stop working already. =..=" help meee.
damn, theres alot that i should do. there are notes to complete, there are guitar to learn, there are facebook to chat. its kinda like a nightmare to me. help me! what should i do?
i just realize that today is 1 Mei after looking at my laptop's calendar. silly me. so theres left about 5 months before pmr start and theres left 5 days before mid-term examination start. after the exam 3 weeks school's holiday gonna start. hoping for my kgt and kst is 80% done.
i did flashback what did i do in april. theres many things and its really really funny but there are some memories i wish to deleted from my brain's hdd. the day we started eJG, the month i started loving someone, the week i'm started to been hated by everyone, the day when we're in the basketball's competition, the times when i'm laughing with my friends. ah! its all a great memories.
so what do u expect from ur new month? luck in study? luck in love? luck in money? feel free to share with me. haha, 'cause i'm expecting a luck in my studies. i'm gonna sit for pmr this year, thats why. :D